Truthfully I cannot spell to save my life, ugh
Hello interwebs! It’s 2020 the time when you make resolutions to change your life. Whether you’re deciding to go to the gym, trying to complain less, or simply wake up to your alarm today is the day to change. Yet, as time progresses through 2020 (where supposedly it is acceptable to wear tailored suits) you will stop your resolutions or you may amp it up by finding an accountability partner. All the while this is simply a means to not fully put the responsibility on yourself. The accountability partner just isn’t good enough or outside circumstances forced me to become more lazy or less enthused about the gym.
As an individual the only person responsible for change is you. No fad diets, no easy 123 planners will assist you in changing only the personal assertion that screams, “I will” will you than change.
For me it is to actually enjoy life. For the last 6 years I’ve been in a rush from one place to the next, not acknowledging certain things that need to be addressed nor allowing myself to live. I owe it to myself to live. Despite life occurances (hitting a deer in June) or not being accepted by peer groups that is inconsequential to the overall goal, have a life. How one reaches that point is accepting themselves for who they are not what they are lacking. To assist in changing this view point I’ve decided to limit social media for the unforseeable future. It is to easy to compare yourself to others online.
I’ve decided to write more and be intentional in my writings. I enjoy story-telling and have a vivd imagination that when properly trained could produce something quite extrodinary. I’m a capable athelitc and will attend a powerlifting meet by the age of 28. I think through self-acceptance and rasing self-worth will I eventually find Mrs. Right.
Perhaps also in the near future I’ll obtain a puppy. Move to a house and pay off student loans.
Nobody is responsible for where I am mentally, emotionally, or physically. Life events are a product of how one acts, reacts or fails to act.
Simply act and hold fast to the personal truth of, “I will” and skies the limit.